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18 October 2024

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Don't tell me what to do because u are not me. I will say...... all the things I want to tell her in my heart.... she will know it.... I have already cried silently, is that what I can't even do when I am feeling so sad? You are not me, u don't know how much love she have given me.  When I was young and my parents doesn't like me, only she is by my side. Only she consoled me. She is the only adult I felt loved from.  I love you, ah ma~~ I know your body is slowly shutting down already, I really miss you!!!  I know you are suffering so much now, sometimes I know you are breathless but you are still holding on.  Ah ma, you will always hold a big place in my heart...  Thank you for taking care of me and love me. I love you too. 

14 October 2024, Monday

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Today ah ma will be discharged from hospital to home hospice.  我很怕。。。 怕来不及见阿嫲的最后一面。。 Been secretly crying at night whenever I think of her.  I miss her🧓 I ❤️🧓 Her weight now is 33kg. 我很想你 我爱你