18 October 2024

Don't tell me what to do because u are not me.

I will say...... all the things I want to tell her in my heart.... she will know it....

I have already cried silently, is that what I can't even do when I am feeling so sad? You are not me, u don't know how much love she have given me. 

When I was young and my parents doesn't like me, only she is by my side. Only she consoled me. She is the only adult I felt loved from. 

I love you, ah ma~~

I know your body is slowly shutting down already, I really miss you!!! 

I know you are suffering so much now, sometimes I know you are breathless but you are still holding on. 

Ah ma, you will always hold a big place in my heart... 

Thank you for taking care of me and love me. I love you too.