14 October 2024, Monday

Today ah ma will be discharged from hospital to home hospice. 

我很怕。。。
怕来不及见阿嫲的最后一面。。

Been secretly crying at night whenever I think of her. 

I miss her🧓

I ❤️🧓

Her weight now is 33kg.

我很想你
我爱你

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