26 September 2024, Thursday, Work From Home

I visited ah ma at Yishun Community Hospital. Very sad and heartache to see her so weak and frail. Feel like crying.

They said everyone had visited her except me and sis and she was waiting for someone. When I heard that from my father, I tell myself I need to go visit her. 

Shoan brought me there at 12pm as they said strictly only allowed to visit during visiting hours. I told him I will go back myself because if he needs to go work and the latest I need to leave if he sends me back is 12.40pm. I think its too short time for me to see ah ma. After visiting, I went home. 

Evening time I saw the group message saying that the visiting restrictions are lifted. Any pax any time also can go. I don't feel good and think that something bad might have happened. I called my father to ask, he said he is not too sure but is going to the hospital to ask the doc. 

I felt something bad happening, so I cried at the sofa. Shoan asked if I want to visit ah ma at the hospital now. I said yes. So he brought me there leaving the 2 kids alone at home. 

When I get to see ah ma, I see that she is quite alert and even better than afternoon time when I visited her. So I felt relieved. She went for CT scan and we waited at the foodcourt because I told her I will be waiting outside for her. I want to keep my promise and be there when she is done with scanning. 

We finally get to see her around 9pm. I asked if she wants ya kun bread and coffee and she said yes. So I told her to wait for me tomorrow and I will buy that for her. 

We reached home at about 10.30pm. The kids were already asleep by then with a little kitty night light on and hp youtube baby lullaby music. 

I felt relieved and went to bed.